From silence I gather myself,
Accepting I may never hear from you again.
Kisses last sent my only company,
Memories filling my nights with dreams.
Content with the times we had,
Happy because I gave you my all
Then in an instant – you are back…
In the most surprising of ways
I’m in shock
My body paralyzed to the core
My world rocked….
For you – you my love
Have declared your love for me….
A love you always denied,
Because it can never be
But the words –
You could be singing this song straight to my heart.
I’m so broken right now…
I want to run…. to run from you… run from these feelings
Yet, run to you…. to hold you….
My world has fallen at my feet
And taken me with it
My very foundations shaking
Guilt, fear, love, beauty,
What has always been, is now no more – and
All the while… a small voice shouts from deep within
He loves you! He really does love you!
I love you too B.
Its always about you. xx