If actions speak louder than words….
Then I care.
And you don’t.
I am your friend.
But you aren’t mine.
I value time and people.
You value money and only one or two.
So why do I bother? Why do I try?
I don’t want to be here at all if you don’t want me here.
I don’t want to hurt any more.
But why can’t I let go?
Why can’t I just let you be a part of my past and not of my future.
Its simple really.
My mind plays tricks.
It tricks me into thinking I love you still.
Slowly that love is turning into loved.
Its always about you though B. No matter how hard I try to move on.
So instead I stay. Stuck in never never land.